Contemplative Punk

I have learned so much from animals and nature. There's is a world only ruined by association. This means it functions much closer to pe...

Ok, so this blog gets a lot of dark or negative posts. But that's ok. That's a big part of me, and this blog is a way to process tho...

Today I find myself feeling embarrassed for nothing really, just for being me, for being here, etc.  I guess I'm feeling tired of having...

I'm obviously trying to process a lot lately, which is why I've been posting a lot.  If you find this at random, you might not know ...

I am amazed at how selfish I am.  I don't think of myself as selfish, and others might call me generous.  But I recently had a realizati...

God I am broken and my heart is heavy. I have lost what little joy I had. I am the lost lamb and the sheep dog at the same time. I saw you...

I'm really attempting to change my thinking, and the last post seems full of a lot of focus on the negative while filtering the positive...